I’ve long lamented that I don’t have any creativity. I also didn’t get a solid left brain set of skills, either – I’m kind of floating out there with no land in sight. I cannot balance my checkbook the old-fashioned way, nor can I draw a puppy on your kid’s placemat at Applebee’s. My sister is cool and can make things and decorate and wear vintage shoes and Jackie O sunglasses and twist her hair in a messy bun. She can write poems and knit scarves and sew tote bags and cook the best pozole and hang a homemade curtain on a pipe with some brackets and make it look perfect for the room. She seems to throw things together and it all works and looks great and is generally irritating for the rest of us. I happen to know that she is modest and does not think her work is necessarily great and that she might try on seven outfits and then finally disgustedly settle on one and then confess that she didn’t wash her hair that day (which looks fabulous anyway; annoying) and maybe try and fail in making seven journals by hand that ended up flung out the door and strewn across the yard before she got the hang of it and proceeded to dazzle the world with her creative genius. But that’s all behind the scenes. We don’t witness the struggle, if there is one.
I listened to a podcast* this morning that talked about how successful creative people aren’t necessarily born with the skill. Yay for the rest of us! Things can very well be learned and developed even as an adult. This was the good news. The less-good news was that one usually has to pretty much hyper-focus on the activity to really become good at it. This explains part of why I may not have cultivated any creativity. Number one, I like to be good at something very quickly, if not sooner. Number two, I am interested in SO MANY THINGS. A person usually either develops their own interest in something and immerses themselves totally, or their parents choose an interest for them and make them practice and do the thing, and sometimes it sticks. (Apparently Mozart’s dad really had a vision for his piano playing and made him practice several hours a day.) So maybe if I can just focus on something more than the rest of all the things I want to learn to do, then I can become halfway decent at it. I’m setting a low bar on purpose right now.
Also a bit of good news – a lot of what is made is a spin-off of what someone else has done already. I had viewed this as lame. I haven’t wanted to make anything unless nothing like it had ever been touched on in the history of the world. I didn’t want to plagiarize someone else’s idea. It appears that it’s ok to kind of do something similar to what’s out there already and just tweak it and make it your own. I’ll think about it.
I have to also break myself of the rule-following/color-inside-the-lines thoughts I have. I’m really one to follow directions – dance steps, recipes, how-to manuals…….. I’m into those. What I need to do is try something that my brain feels is wild and crazy and know that it’s not “wrong”, but just “another way of doing it”. And it’s ok to fail at it a few times. Just try it.
*The podcast was on iTunes and I don’t see it listed on the website yet, but this is the link, and the title of the episode is “How to Unlock Your Creative Genius and the Fascinating Connection Between Health & Happiness”. There were two topics, both interesting. Check out the link here.
“If only we could pull out our brain and use only our eyes.” – Pablo Picasso